God Has Grown Me

Crystal Eddlemon

When I think of my own personal growth over the last year, I don't where to start. It has been a great journey directed by God.

I first showed up at the steps of the Rogue Retreat (permanent supportive housing for the homeless) last July. I came from the Dunn House (Shelter for women caught up in domestic violence and abuse) where I had stayed for one month with my three children. This was my chance for a new beginning.  How blessed I am still, for being led to these doors. The support I have received while here has allowed me to grow tremendously.

I finally returned to school after wanting to for the past 11 years. Betty Wolff, board member of Rogue Retreat, believed in me so much, she persuaded me to apply for a scholarship. I won that scholarship, and a second one a few months later.

I have struggled a great deal in my life, but with all the support and encouragement I have received I know that I will accomplish anything I put my mind to. I am completely different from who I used to be. I used to suffer from depression and alcoholism. I didn't believe I could make it on my own.

I now know I can rely on God. He will always take care of me. His love has brought me to the place and the environment I can grow in. I feel safe and loved.

In my growth this past year I've learned to write often. My writing has become a healing tool and it allows me to grow. What I write on paper passes no judgments and never talks back. I look forward to writing more.

I have learned that when one is in the right place s/he can flourish. Thank God I'm in the right place. I want to encourage anyone to pick up a pencil, and start writing. We never know what wonderful things can come our way. We must know that Gods' love knows no boundaries. He is always there to provide for us. We just have to trust Him.

Crystal Eddlemon writes from Medford, Oregon.