A
Risky Decision For Mercy
By Don W. White
I was browsing the county fair art exhibit when I realized to my right was
someone I knew. I turned to say hello. He looked up and gave a courteous nod.
He didn't recognize me under my sparse beard and shorter hair, so I gave him my
name.
"Oh.
Hello, Don." He smiled politely. He still wore the same beige trench coat,
looking more at home in the city than our lumbermill
town.
"So,
Lyle, you're still the juvenile officer here."
"Not
for long," he said. "Moving to Olympia in the fall."
"Oh,"
I said. "Congratulations on the new job." I looked down, searching
for my next words.
"I'm
going to college now. It's my second year. I'm studying counseling and
Bible." I watched for a sign of approval in his solemn face. "I'm thinking
of doing social work – maybe with teenagers." I shuffled my feet. "Or
working as a counselor in a church."
"Oh,
really." He raised his eyebrows and nodded.
I
didn't want to bring up the past, but I had to. My palms got sweaty. I cleared
my throat. "About what I did in high school, Lyle." I looked about
cautiously. "You said there'd be some community service. Maybe a
fine."
"Yes,"
he said, ignoring my nervousness.
"Well,
it's been three years and nothing's happened. It's just that," I took a
deep breath and looked him in the eyes, "for whatever reason you decided
not to do anything to me, I just wanted to say thanks. Thank you very
much."
Hands
still in his pockets, he nodded and said, "Sounds like we made the right
decision." He smiled. I wished him well in his new job, clumsily shook his
hand, then went to find my parents.
I
don't know how much Lyle struggled over his decision to waive the penalty for
my teenage crime, but I am grateful he did, especially considering he had no
guarantee that I would straighten out my life.
I
didn't know Lyle to be a religious man, so it surprises me how much his actions
remind me of Someone else.
Christ
had no guarantee I would take His mercy to heart. Even so, He made the risky
and generous decision that canceled my penalty by paying it Himself. Believe
me, it had nothing to do with my worthiness. If spiritual merit were a bank
account, my balance would be zero. The apostle Paul said it best: "While
we were still sinners, Christ died for us" Romans 5:8
Since
Jesus offers us such generous mercy, we would do well to accept it, repenting
of our blunders and placing our lives in His hands. Then we can spend the rest
of our lives giving humble thank-you’s to the One who
gave it all.
As
a grateful receiver of Christ's mercy I want to live in such a way that, when I
finally see Him, He'll smile, nod His head, and say, "Well done, Don. I
knew I made the right decision."
Don W. White writes from Klamath Falls, Oregon. donwhite@kfalls.net