From Behind The Counter

Perspectives on the Landscape of Life

By DJ Note

 

 

Thankful For The Memories…

 

“I thank my God in all my remembrance of you…” Philippians 1:3

Talking over the counter with customers, I sometimes get to hear childhood memories retold. It’s a privilege I treasure. When this happened recently my thoughts turned to you, my reader.

When was the last time you took occasion to court a childhood memory? I mean really relive the joy and coziness of the fabric that made it special to you in the first place? 

That led me to recall a Phil Keaggy concert I attended at Trail Christian Fellowship not long ago. This one was first-rate, and not just because Keaggy is world-renown, although he is exactly that. But on a personal level, for the first time in well over thirty years, my brother and I took advantage of an opportunity to attend this concert together.

The atmosphere was crisp with chatter and anxious expectation as this world-class guitarist casually stepped out onto the stage. Ear shattering applause and wild enthusiastic whistling exploded from the near-capacity audience. A solitary spotlight centered itself on the nine-fingered musical giant who began his amazing repertoire with a long-time Beatle favorite, “We Can Work It Out.” The crowd erupted into another round of applause then finally quieted for a big Keaggy dose of audio candy.

Hold that scene. Now rewind with me some forty years earlier to a large two-story three-bedroom home that housed a family of eight. It’s a snowy winter day, late in the evening.

My younger brother sits alone near the flickering flames of the large fireplace in our childhood home. He quietly strums his guitar as he hums a favorite melody. It’s a familiar scene as I join him in the cozy Early American-style family room we love so much and provides us with sweet sanctuary.

I talk about the date I’ve just come in from, and my brother shares the events of his school day and the night of smudging in the orchards he’s likely to be called out to. Finally, as is our habit, a pause in our conversation slips into a tranquil hum, which in turn tumbles into a favorite Beatle lyric, “Try to see it my way…”

The snowy world outside drifts away at the blending of our whispered voices. Our hearts agree in the joy of it all as we revel in the melodic harmony of familiar lyrics—“life is very short, and there's no ti-i-i-i-ime…”

We know these days together are limited.  Life won’t always stay this sweet.

Now forty years, and a lifetime later, sitting side by side during a reflective concert moment, we felt as though we were teenagers again, transported back in time by the familiar melody of an old pop song being performed before us in another place of sanctuary.

Our middle-aged heads touched as we leaned toward one another. Our voices sang out in whispered refrain just as before …we can work it out…. Like two old horses that remembered how to pull together, we winked at our recollection and smiled.

Some memories just beg to be revisited. And we need to oblige their calling. You see, it’s not always the monumental events that take their place in our scrapbooks and picture albums that hug our hearts in those quiet moments of deep reflection. Often it’s the seemingly small and perhaps insignificant ones that fleet through our minds when the years have passed. Those are the ones that prompt a grin and bring blossom to an aging heart.  

Remember the soft embrace of that Grandma you loved with all your heart, …the hot summer afternoons you skipped rocks with the uncle you looked up to, …the fish your dad taught you to clean, …the fresh-baked cookies you helped your mom pull from the oven? These are the times our hearts cling to because they fill a need when we’re lonely, …spark a love touch when we need encouragement, …nudge us into tomorrow when we’re down. We tarry over these memories because they’re the stuff life is made of.

My brother reached over and held my hand during our private duet as Mr. Keaggy continued his serenade. It was a Kodak moment for the heart—a terrific evening surrounded by friends, church family, and marvelous music in the company of my not-so-little-anymore brother.

Now when I recall two teens sitting side by side next to a cozy fire in the dead of winter I’ll remember also, a middle-aged brother and sister holding hands and touching hearts while the melody of familiar tunes blended their voices once again, and thank God for the gift of memory.

Then I’ll pause and the Lord willing, dream with hopeful expectation of those memorable moments waiting just around the corner. I pray you will too.

 

Deborah J. Note writes from Eagle Point, Oregon.